ALL IMAGES ARE TAKEN ON A CANON IXUS 285 HS

I questioned why I prefer zooming up close and removing the human from my images at times and couldn’t put my finger on it. But, as I scroll through them I realise that people look quite beautiful. So why do I never want to capture them? I was convinced it was because I want to feel alone but in actuality I believe it is because I want to feel intimate. I want to express intimacy.